I feel crowded... and alone... and I want to be free...

OK, Here it goes. I haven't done this before but in light of recent, (I use the term recent VERY loosely) events I decided that I need a place to vent and get input, so what better way to do that than to solicit peoples opinions on the internet!? Mostly the reason for this particular forum is that I want to do this anonymously so even though some of my closer friends may KNOW who I am and I appreciate YOUR input I still want to keep this here and anonymous. So thanks for your candor in advance. In this I may reference things from my past but honestly there are just way too many things for me to blog the past so if I refer to something in particular I will elaborate on it and if there are any questions on a particular thing then let me know and I will clarify. I can't wait to finally get some input on all of these things that have been driving me so crazy lately! Anyway, I have to run out for a bit, I'm going to come back and blog about the trials and tribulations of the day a bit later, so stay tuned.